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♥ 03 October, 2008

damn.

sometimes. i seriously feel such a loner.

stranded at home on a friday night. alone. even my parents have their own activities.

How Great.

there's nobody to talk to.

there's nobody to hang out with.

ppl are busy with their personal life.

busy playing games...

then what abt me?

i'm like at home stoning infront of the com.

actually hoping that my hp would miraculously ring

or at the very least, a sms to keep me occupied for like 2mins?

whereby someone would actually ask me over.

but seriously.

it's like wishful thinking.

it's quiet, even over on the msn now.

ppl are probably too preoccupied with their own stuffs.

i begin to wonder, have i ever crossed their minds?

even if so, would i be that substitution?

whereby coz other alternatives are not available, therefore what's left is me?

i seriously dont know.











maybe it's due to that stupid once-a-month-irritant.

i'm getting very emo.

and that's certainly not very good.



i hate that feeling of loneliness.


did it ever crossed your mind, how lonely i've been feeling?


i doubt so.


even if it did, perhaps it didn't matter.




i'm tired. i'm going to slp.

sweet dreams for me pls. hopefully nv waking up from it.



i'm afraid of those nightmares coming true...



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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