♥ 24 July, 2008
ok. i'm boredddd....
i feel like...
taking unpaid leave from work on next monday...
quitting my boring/repetitive/routine-d/overly administrative/unchallenging/100% desk-bound job...
studying again...
just so suddenly.. i missed school again...
probably the mundane work stuffs made me realised... school's indeed a better place...
i missed the times we would joke around in class...
i missed the times the guys always throw stupid/dumb/funny/weird questions at the lecturers...
i missed the times we go for lunchies together in north canteen, mac, the used-to-be food junction and now KouFu, the splash and decker and once in a while.. the south canteen... the indulgence in Pizza Hut's express $7 lunchie at amk central once in a blue moon..
i missed the times we go toilet together and come up with those nonsense abt the once-upon-a-time rumoured to be haunted places in school... and get scared when the toilet bowl starts flushing on it's own... ~.~
i missed the times we acted dumb, suan-ed each other, gossiping abt the gays, the lesbians, the weirdos, the not very well-liked in class... haha.
sighhs. i wan to go back to school... :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
9:53 pm
♥ 23 July, 2008
What Lim JiaQi Jeannette Means |
 You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated. You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want. You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way! You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are. You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth. You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. |
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
3:31 pm
♥ 19 July, 2008
i'm... tired.
hmmm. used to like this song alot... used to always sing this song at ktv and all.. now looking at the lyrics.. there seems to be a sense of
假裝
呼吸著一種孤獨的味道 心跳在你沉默以後慢慢地被淡忘掉
我笑了笑 反正你看不到 我要的幸福 遺落在你懷抱
＃當愛失了焦 那些最初的美好 早被你擱在一角
街上擁擠人潮 走著看著都是催眠符號
記憶停不了 穿過讀你的心跳 穿過想你的味道 我只想不被打擾
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 還心甘情願地 不想逃
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 一直會讓我依靠
繼續等待 心甘情願不想逃
＊假裝多好 依然是 依然是 曖昧的 tone 調
一個人無理取鬧 兩人世界的煎熬
我被自己 困在自己設下的 圈套
像是駝鳥 相信時間是唯一解藥 視而不見 傻到了無可救藥
其實早明瞭 你的愛已隨風飄 想要找 再也找不到
假裝多好 我只要 只想要 再擁有一秒
去相信你的擁抱 還心甘情願地 不想逃
假裝自己 已解開冰冷的手銬……
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:43 am
♥ 14 July, 2008
just when i need someone around...
i realised.
i'm all alone.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
8:42 pm
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hmm. alrights. i'm really not happy right now. you may think i'm just emo-ing/moody/being unreasonable.. etc but no. i know it myself. like hello. it's not that time of the month 24/7 okays.
it's just.. sometimes.. i tend to think... i'll ponder.. i'll consider... then i just get so affected. i just need to get those stuffs off my chest, before i go crazy. and it's really unbearable now. i say wat i feel honestly.. but wat do i get. cold shoulder?
like seriously.. communication is seriously lacking... just think... when was tha last time we really talked abt ourselves. be it the past, the hopes, the needs and wat we are really feeling deep down inside? Hey. i can't read minds (i wished i could).. there's gotta be communication... maybe i'm too sensitive sometimes.. but i sensed that things changed.. attitude etc. well.. ppl always say actions speaks louder than words. but. when i can't see the actions at all, due to all that distance, the words can give me the assurance that i need. is it really too much to ask of? to express thru words? be it sms, thru phone etc. or even msn!
throughout all theses times, i sensed that change. the things that became lesser, and the distance which increases as time goes by.
i hate to take initiative all the time...
and
i hate this
i'm really getting scared...
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
7:57 pm
♥ 12 July, 2008
wheee~!! okays. been damn long since i last blogged.. well.. i was busy... and lazy.. haha. and nth much to blog abt also.. life's almost the same everyday.. wake up go work, come home laze around.., weekends go out, eat, movie, rotted and slacked.. hahaa. been the same almost everyweek.
hmm. watch many movies too... e.g. the incredible hulk, zohan, get smart etc etc. it's like.. 1 movie per week. hahaa. and there's so many more to catch.. like hellboy and red cliff! :D
anyways.. met up with gf on one of the weekdays.. initially wanted to like shop around de.. then end up.. something malu(quite la) happened to gf... so end up not much time left to shop.. but nvm.. we went to this shokudo japanese pizza and pasta thingy at cine lv 2 to indulge in the pastas. hahaa. ehh seriously. i think their food is really not bad. :D many yums yums. ^^ forgot to take any pics of the food though.. we were too eager to eat! :x hahaa. anyways.. we camwhore-d in the toilet of heeren... ~.~
Once again, this shows how deceiving pictures can be! hahaa! ;p
Here's another one. :/
and it's me!!! :DHeh. been hanging out with LTMTT every weekend. and it's really so damn difficult to get him to take pictures with me lor. :( and he'd promised me neoprints since many weeks ago.. i have a strong feeling that promise gonna be broken. :( i hate it when ppl dont keep to their words.. eeeek! T.T
Finally managed to "force" him to take one picture with me... phew~
See! that's how far he can siam from my camera!!! :/Hmm. i'm like stranded at home on a saturday.. boring... well.. he've got some company stuffs today. (damn irritating. cant they put it on some other days... =.=) but nvm. probably going out tmr.. heee. think should be bring him go try the pasta.. (he's a pasta freako) :x
heee~ nth much to blog abt already i guess... tata~
heee~ nth much to blog abt already i guess... tata~
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:42 pm
