Memories ‹3 ;;

♥ 26 October, 2008

heh

i'm so happy!!

finally got my pay liao.

the 1st thing i did on saturday was...

to go kimage dye hair!

AHAHAHAHAh

went to the kovan branch... initially want to find junior de... but end up is the senior stylist come to me... so paiseh ma.. so sui bian lo.. hahaa

but at least i din regret :D

dyed 2 tone.

got the ah lian red highlight!! YAY!!

cut my hair too. i like!

did double treatment... :D

heh. total bill was like... 200+ :/

is ex la. but i felt at least it's worth it.

the stylist is good la.. and i realised she's also the store manager. :D

hmm. applied for the member also. heee.

but now. i'm broke again... soon...

sighssss.

MONEY COME COME!!! :x

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

8:13 pm

♥ 23 October, 2008

i'm damn farking pissed.

i got backstabbed.

by some assholeshitheadbitch who, in order to save her own ass, push all the blame on me.

and great. i got the FIRST ever warning letter(in email) in my whole life, from that other shitheadidioticasshole. great. no wonder there's such phrases like 蛇鼠一窝, 狼狈为奸. Fits them like skin is to bones.

damn. fark it.

i'm pissed.

i'm telling myself once again. just 2 more months.

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

8:38 pm

♥ 20 October, 2008

arrgh.

i seriously hate my job now.

i hate that irritating boot-licker. that fly. that irritant, who always so happily split her jobs to the others.

wat's more, when she talks, i can fully understand the meaning of 口水多过茶. no doubt abt that.

i seriously detest PESTS.

damn.

i'm telling myself. just 3 more months.

office job is not for me.

office pest shall stay away from me!!! just *poof* and be gone!

sighs. :(

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

11:08 am

♥ 16 October, 2008

heh.

been slping late late late recently.

my 黑眼圈 has been largely commented on. oh damn. i know it la ok. :( i know it's super dark. and i kind of look super ghostly. and i certainly know how horrible i look... but but.. not as if i want it right.. :( sighs. i really wonder why some ppl can slp super late but yet their complexion and all still seems so flawless. ~.~

work has been full of shit. :/ super many crap $%$#! "pop" out from nowhere, just all of a sudden. sighs. i just wan to be a small fry in the office leh.. no trouble pls. i'm a peace lover!! :D hmm. colleague commented that i'm full of crap. got meh? o.o? i'm just being myself. :x HAAHAH but owells. we do need some form of entertainment in the boring office okays.. since there is NO eyecandy to ogle at... we gotta self entertain right. :x

Okays la. shall end here for the day. i certainly DO NOT wan to be caught blogging at work by some irritating "fly" :D

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

3:34 pm

♥ 14 October, 2008

so emo.

damn.

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

11:39 pm

♥ 11 October, 2008

heh. okays.

it's another weekend once again. :D

went for Jack's bbq ystd. went down to eunos area, then rachel drove over to fetch siew ling and me and etc. heh. i admit. i was really kind of doubting her driving skills when she said she's driving!! :x but.. it's good that there's someone to fetch. coz i dont really know how to get there... and to get there by bus or wat.. probably gotta go thru that underground passageway. damn scary. :s have heard too many many stories. :s

heh. well. was quite boring over there. coz those whom i went with, went in pairs. and were behaving rather lovingly in a way. which makes me feel so damn extra. :( hmm. the food was quite alright.. din eat much though. coz it was kind of dark.. and i could hardly see wat's on the plate and wasnt really that hungry too. saw caiwen, hisako, chong, lili.. etc. din get to see the rest of MM peeps.. last min all pangseh-ed. damn. :/

anyways.. cabbed back at abt.. 12+ was somehow feeling super tired. x.x i dont know why. heh.

it's saturday today. hopefully it's not gonna be another boring day. :D

to gf: you are so dumb. be firm. and don't tear.

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

11:36 am

♥ 09 October, 2008

work has been so so so stressful!! T.T

sighs. perhaps it's due to the financial yr closing, many shits just seem to crop up these few weeks. :( i go to work feeling super stressful like everyday!! ARRGHH. i thought admin is supposed to be the most relax job around!!! :/ datelines are fine.. but i seriously hate DEADlines. x.x i get bombarded with stupid emails everyday... and some idiots just dont seem to reply the urgent mails that had been send so many many times. seriously hate it. hur. i think. i might wan to just go look for a new job next yr. prolly get something more interesting, and less desk-bound. :/

been some time since i last blogged.. let's see wat have i done.. ehh. watched "Eagle Eye". not a bad movie i would say. Heh. i like the female lead. the same one in "Made of Honour" hee. loves loves! ^^ Argh. i so so so wanted to watch "the House Bunny". sighs. i know it might be some stupid show and all.. but i WAN TO WATCH! been anticipating since i dunno when.. then end up nobody is willing to watch with me. damn sad. :( Hmm.. "connected" seems nice also.. heard it's not bad.. and moreover, i didn't watch the angmoh version. heee. recently like so many movies again.. and not forgetting there's "burn after reading" by brad pitt and george clooney.. and i-forgot-whos. read the storyline.. seems quite stupid.. but still.. there's a strong cast. should be quite not bad also i suppose?

Hmm. jack's (from MM) bday tmr. going for the bbq. heh. i just hope i'll not be too lazy to get there.. :/got a present.. probably find a few peeps to share the cost with me. otherwise i'll die man. gonna eat grass by mid of this month. :(

there's this clinique perfume that i super like.. it sort of like attracted me immediately. the scent. is exactly wat i like. ‹3 heh. have updated my wishlist. hopefully someone would be nice enough to get it for me! HAHAHAAH. ;p

was at bugis, then went over to PS with GF. to get her stuffs. and also mine. spent horribly today. :( just checked my acc balance. a pathetic three hundred and eighty. of which... 225 will be deducted in mid Oct for insurance stuffs. damn. how to survive???!! T.T i want to strike 4D!!! :x heh. dream on man. :/

ok. shall end off here today. *poofs-

to gf: whatever you choose, whatever you decide, whatever your decision is. You still have me! :D. We'll still hold hands when we go out! :D (ok. that's random). loves loves! :D dont be too sad. dont be too emo. :)

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

11:34 pm

♥ 03 October, 2008

damn.

sometimes. i seriously feel such a loner.

stranded at home on a friday night. alone. even my parents have their own activities.

How Great.

there's nobody to talk to.

there's nobody to hang out with.

ppl are busy with their personal life.

busy playing games...

then what abt me?

i'm like at home stoning infront of the com.

actually hoping that my hp would miraculously ring

or at the very least, a sms to keep me occupied for like 2mins?

whereby someone would actually ask me over.

but seriously.

it's like wishful thinking.

it's quiet, even over on the msn now.

ppl are probably too preoccupied with their own stuffs.

i begin to wonder, have i ever crossed their minds?

even if so, would i be that substitution?

whereby coz other alternatives are not available, therefore what's left is me?

i seriously dont know.

maybe it's due to that stupid once-a-month-irritant.

i'm getting very emo.

and that's certainly not very good.

i hate that feeling of loneliness.

did it ever crossed your mind, how lonely i've been feeling?

i doubt so.

even if it did, perhaps it didn't matter.

i'm tired. i'm going to slp.

sweet dreams for me pls. hopefully nv waking up from it.

i'm afraid of those nightmares coming true...

nothing lasts forever,

only memories

9:20 pm