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♥ 18 September, 2008

arrgh. i hate it. simply hate it when things just goes the wrong way... when everything just turn out so wrong... when i feel so unappreciated... i dont know why, i feel just like an "option", just one of the many choices... but never the priority... i dont know. i cant read minds. i'm looking at things form my point of view, based on wat i feel. correct me if i'm wrong... i hoped i'm just being overly sensitive.

i hate to have my feelings ignore, having "nobody ask you to feel that way" being shoot at me. seriously. i need someone to consider how i feel. to spare a thought on how i'm feeling... and not just take for granted on how i should feel. i need more care, i need more concern, i need to feel more importance. i need more love.. and i need alot more assurance. i'm being greedy perhaps, demanding even. but

i tried pretending everything is fine, tried to hide those feelings, tried to make myself feel better by not thinking abt those shit stuffs. i tried finding excuses. i tried to come up for logical explanations. but fuck. it's hard.

and i'm tired. of repeating the same old stuffs over again and nothing just seem to go in. i know there had been changes made, there have been improvements but just please be more thoughtful with the words..

afterall, words can be the most lethal weapon. that can spoil, or build any relationships.



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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