♥ 29 April, 2008
blardy hell.
i'm not ok now.
it doesn't pays to be nice.
so why am i still trying my best to be nice to ppl.
getting scolded for nothing.
i must be some stupid dumb ass.
there's gotta be a stop to this.
there's a limit to everybody's level of tolerance.
now pls fuck off,
before i really blast.
i mean it.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:59 pm
♥ 27 April, 2008
yipee~ enjoyed myself during the weekends. heh. :D
went out with frens on saturday.. sort of a mini outing la. hmm. went suntec watched "Harold and Kumar" and had dinner at carl's junior. the onion rings is ‹3s okays. love it to the max!! burger king cant compare at all! :x :D hmm. "Harold and Kumar" was like damn funny la. lmao-ed and nearly Rofl-ed several times thruout the show. haha. really is damn hilarious. worth a watch. :)) helps to destress i suppose. :x
heee. labour day this thur... hopefully i can get my long-awaited salary on wed. so i can go on a shopping spree on thursday! yay!! need to get a bag (ok. maybe 2? ;p), probably another pair of decent shoes? uhh.. more clothes? probably a pair of jeans and some tops... and the list just seems to go on and on... ~.~ oh yes. and i just feel like doing something to my hair la.. cut it, dye it, highlight it or even perm it! ha. shall see how much i'm left with after all the shopping 1st ba. :/ i really don't wish to finish spending the miserable amt of money within the 1st 1/3 of the month okays. :(
ohh. probably going escape theme park this sat with GF and her bf too. okays. this may sound malu.. but i've nv been to escape theme park before. yes i mean it. :/ owells. i've heard of how bad it is... and how i should not go and waste money.. but still i wan to go! :x heh. okays. i'm stubborn at times... just... some.. occasions. :x hmm. after that maybe going ktv at night. that one.. depends. heh. still pending for confirmation. ;p
and and and! my birthday is coming soon!!! presents please!! :x 20th may is the day! :D hmm ppl asked how i'm gonna celebrate. and honestly.. i have no idea. :/ haven really celebrated my birthday in years. :/ let's see. i've worked, rotted at home on my birthday before. so.. ya. really have no idea wat to do this yr. :/ that's so siansational. x.x
okays. laziness is acting up again.
-goodbyes!
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:54 pm
♥ 26 April, 2008
well well well. after much "serious" considerationsa and advice from ppl, i've decided that... i shall not take that job. 1stly, too lowly paid, 2ndly, it's rather shitified job, 3rdly must tahan at least 1yr if not need to pay agency fees!!! like wtftmdkns. :/ andandand, 1st 2 weeks need to go to that ulu place in bedok for training.. i can't imagine myself wearing that pair of killer heels walking thru area with uneven floor again la. like.. so inconvenient. x.x ok. call me picky or wat la, i know i dont have that good qualifications, might even be very the sucky... but but but i believe there are better jobs around. :/
okays. was working on thursday at bugis. lunch was... rather disastrous, kitchen jammed. food delayed. customers was not very the happy (but still alright la) oh. and i was doing cashiering on that day.. so was quite.. free. :D heh. :x then dinner was alright la. busy as usual. but still manageable. :)
Ystd(friday) was at central from 12-2.30. initially was suppose to be till 3.. but it was so not busy thus i knocked off 1/2 hr earlier. :D had staff meal there. heh. think i prefer central's staff meals. reason being, they allow you to take the rice and 'kiap" the chicken or pork or watsoever that the kitchen cook ourselves. heh. so can pick the bigger pieces!! ;p okays la. just joking. i'm not that auntie... yet okays. :x i only pick the better looking ones. :x
went to watch "Definitely Maybe" after work at the cathay. the show is damn nice <3s muchies. :D hmm. came home at abt 8+ after that. rotted infront of the com till abt... 12? then went to slp. heh.
oh ya. recently my leg there got some skin irritation.. think is.. something called eczema or somethign like taht. :/ damn itchy! x.x lucky it's not a big patch. :/ hopefully it's gonna recover on it's own. i'm just too lazy to go see a doctor la. waste of money as well. ~.~ i'm poor. :( still waiting for pay day on 30th apr. :/ 1 more week! yay!! :D
heh. going for this outing later. steamboat i think. hee. been long since i had steamboat outside. :) then.. maybe watch movie too? wat abt "Doomsday"..? heee hopefully! :D
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:58 am
♥ 23 April, 2008
Woah. it's wednesday already. time passes so fast. x.x owells. was at central ma maison ystd. for lunch and dinner shift. it was so NOT busy at all. in fact it was so damn free that i can gei siao chit chat around la. :x definitely so unlike bugis la, whereby the crowd is so horrible. :/ heh. took some pictures at central. have to agree that there's a much better view at central than bugis. :/
Hmm. went work at bugis today from 1030 to 3. afterwhich, rushed down to bedok for some interview :/ owells. was offered the job. but told him i wan to consider 1st. :/ due to some reasons la. lazy to elaborate. :( anyways. wore heels... which nearly killed my feet and i. x.x it just hurt my feet so much to the extent that i feel like taking them off and walk bare-footed instead la! got blisters le. T.T
Hur. anyways. managed to "crawl" home at abt 7. bathe and went tpy meet GF and her bf. :/ felt so extra. DONT MUSHY MUSHY INFRONT OF ME HOR. i jealous-ed lor. :x heh went to that hp booth to return my previous hp box too. owe them for going to 1mth le. :x i'm like.. so trustworthy can.. :x anyways. camwhore-d with GF in "more than words". shall post some below. :p
hmm. looks sort of haggard without make-up ehh? :/
heh alrights. shall end off here tonight.
Goodbyes~ :D
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:40 pm
♥ 21 April, 2008
Hmm. ok.. it's monday again. i'm rotting at home. :/ woke at at 10+, came onlined. nth much to do. can't think of anything to blog abt also.
hungryy. so went to cook maggie. again. :/ tmd. i lost count of how many packs of maggie i ate for the past few weeks :/ anyways. since i have nth better to do. took pictures while i was preparing my maggie... below is "idiots' guide to cooking maggie" ;p
Ok. so first. open up the pack of maggie. take out the seasoning and all.
add in watever ingredients you wan. heh. i prepared an egg, crab sticks, sausages and prawns. :x
Add the ingredients into the boiling water 1st... then add in the noodles soon after.
As it's abt to be done, add in the egg.
Add in the seasoning after transfering all into the bowl and Ta-daaa~ here's the final jeannette production maggie mee. heh. ;p
Heh. alrights. i'm lame for posting this up. like. who doesn't know how to cook maggie. :/ well. slacked and watched some vids online till abt.. 2+, 3pm. then went to nap till abt 6. heh. :/
anyways. sent in resume for some jobs. hopefully can get some satisfactory replies and offers soon. and oh ya. i still can't leave ma maison yet. :( wil be working from tuesday to friday this week. at both central and bugis outlet T.T siansation. :/
and tmd. the weather is damn hot these days. i can't believe i'm actually tieing up my hair at home la. i usually only tie up my hair at work. :/ owells. the temperature is really unbearable. :/i'm melting. :(
perhaps i should go switch on the aircon in my room. like NOW. :/
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
9:28 pm
♥ 20 April, 2008
ok ok. since GF ask me to link her BF. i shall do it. hur. be honoured okays. you both are the only 2 onmy fren links. :/ while i'm just 1 out of your many links. :( :x owells. i'm just to lazy to compile all links and type in the stupid html stuffs la. :x
hmm. let's see wat have i been doing. ermms. went movie with amb and frens ystd. watched forbidden kingdom. well. that show was o..k.. lor. abit lame la. x.x got wat monkey god, jade warlord, got 玉皇大帝 who speaks english, some supposedly immortals and an angmoh kiddo. like. so chapalang. Lol. anyways. i think i still prefer 3 kingdoms. :/
heh. prolly last day of work for me today. :D going for interview tmr. sighs. i wan to get a job. yet i dont wan to get a job. contradicting ehh. well. getting a full time job would mean... that i'll have lesser time of my own. and also more responsibilities? :/ well. time to grow up! x.x Hmm. Grad ceremony on the 23rd May, 10am(if i didn't rmb wrongly) anybody wanna come along? :p okays. JUST JOKING. haiya. it's like damn dumb la. we still have to pay for the grad gown man. tmd. think it's like 30bucks? =.=z and it's been worn by dunno how many 5435143254653 persons. :/ dont really feel like going la, my results sucks like TMD%#@!* . but still decided to go anyways. coz that's like.. wat i've been waiting for since 3 yrs ago? oh damn. time flies. :/
hmmm. anyways. i'm looking forward to outings. ktv pubs, ktv.. watsoever. GF! dont forget to jio me along if got lobang okays. :x
alrights. nth much to blog abt already.
goodbyes!
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:27 am
♥ 18 April, 2008
i simply can't stand those...
patheticchildishattentionseekingdumbshitsblardyfuckingbitches.
TMD.
i wonder wat's so nice abt putting ppl down.
does it make you feel more superior or anyway better than anyone?
the ans is NO.
you are just a small fry. that is so insignificant to the extent that you have to resort to such dumb tactics to gain the attention of others.
nevertheless, i ‹3 GF.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:17 am
♥ 16 April, 2008
heh. saw this on GF's blog. :x shall post mine here. ;p
Lets101 Quizzes - Fun Quiz
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:28 pm
♥
work work work. i'm tired. :(
woke up late this morning. suppose to get out of the hse at 9.30. for work at 1030. but i woke at 9.20 la. x.x rushed and bathe freaking fast and finally rushed onto the bus by 9.40. heng nv late. but skipped breakfast. was damn hungry la. T.T and and and. work was not very good today. sighss. got pissed off by some bitch auntie customers. dammit. shall not elaborate. makes my blood boil la. T.T damn rude. damn yaya papaya. damn %#$%. :/ TMD! :(
anyways. got work again tmr at 1030. initially 1130 de. but somehow. someone cant make it. so ya. i became the unlucky one. ~.~" siann. but nvm. 2 more days of tolerating all the nonsensical stuffs. it will all be fine. i hope. :/
sighhs. i'm getting emo for some reasons. been thinking abt stuffs. i wished sometimes i could just 看开一点. but owells. easier said than done. :/
我只想再开心一点点, 但为何快乐似乎离我好遥远.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:11 pm
♥ 14 April, 2008
alrights. weekend's over. monday blues. :/
hmm. watched 2 movies over the weekends. 3 kingdom and Untraceable. 3 Kingdom was not bad. :D. Untraceable was.. well.. something like a budgetted version of Saw? but still ok overall. :/ anyways. i was so broke that i survived on treats :/ thanks the ‹3ly souls who treated me to the movies. :x
hur. things happened the other day that drove me to
hmm. this week's work schedule seems sort of busy. :/Reason being due to the fact that sch reopen for poly and ite students. :/ so that means... all back to sch! left with me, the supposedly very free person who has too much time to kill on hand. :/ workign from mon to thur, off (tentatively) on fri and sat, then work again on sunday. my last day(probably) on sunday (20th). coz i really wan to 放心 go get a decent full time job. :/probably going for job interviews from 21st onwards. hopefully with my lousy grades and my 半桶水 resume, some decent company will employ me. :x of course, with a decent salary too. T.T
alrights. kind of lazy to blog. shall end here. :/
goodbyes.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
8:07 pm
♥ 11 April, 2008
sighs. i hate to work. but yet. when i'm having my off-day. i got nth to do, other than log onto my com and stare blankly whole day long, either that or i'll be thinking abt those
the lies which i heard. the empty promises that were made. made me even more skeptical. i've lost the trust in everything. and i'm like.. so envious of the ppl around me. sighhs.
i hate being alone. :(
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:11 am
♥ 10 April, 2008
hur. alrights. ben working the past few days. tiring. and there had been loads of problems. i'm getting pissed with all that's happening at work. seriously. i'm gonna quit by the end of this month. just.. can't take it already. my tolerance is to the max. :/ and i really dont wan to flare up at ppl. x.x
hmm. took some pics with jack while waiting for staff meal after work that day. shall post them below. sicne we stay near each other, we cabbed home tgt after that. :x haaa. 10bucks gone. ~.~ well. i guess it's alright to indulge in such "luxury" once in a while. :x bus really sucks sometimes. :p
jack looks like he got blusher on!! MUAHAH :x 
hur. my face looks damn rounded la. x.x
hmmm. off today and tmr. sian. like nth to do sia. x.x probably tmr meeting GF and her frens go that chinatown cheap cheap ktv ba. dunno. see how. broke like dunno wat la. ~.~ SIAN. but i wan to sing la! :( dilemma. :/
sighhs. been thinking abt alot of stuffs. and i still dunno wat i wan.
i feel so empty sometimes.
isn't it nice to have someone to depend on? someone who will be just there when i need someone? someone who'll listen to my problems and advice me on wat to do? someone who showers me with the attention i need.
but somehow. just when i thought that the person appeared. something just isn't right...? then the whole cycle repeats again. i start to drift. i begin to avoid. i guess i'm better off alone? sighhs. i don't know. maybe i'm just thinking too much ba.
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
8:36 pm
♥ 08 April, 2008
i hate backstabbers.
i hate liars.
i hate boot-lickers.
i hate ppl who make empty promises.
i hate ppl who "eat" up their words.
damn. i hating more and more ppl. T.T
more and more shit stuffs happening.
i'm seriously hating all these.
:(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:26 am
♥ 07 April, 2008
I'M STRESSED OUT.
i'm feeling emo.
thoughts running through my mind.
& those tears just flowed unknowingly. once again.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
1:04 am
♥ 06 April, 2008
i hate it. :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:36 pm
♥ 05 April, 2008
dilemma.
i'm stuck.
i guess, perhaps i need more time.
to think.
to decide.
to be alone.
:(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:10 am
♥
i wan to cry liao la!!! ~.~ went MJ at colleague's place.. together with his 2 other frens. 1st time playing with them. and i lose quite alot. sighhs. shall not elaborate on the figure. ~.~ but. seriously today no luck la. shall not go into details :/ hur. just treat it as 破财消灾 ba. x.x
hmm. did not get short listed for some the front desk CSO i applied for the other day. SAD! T.T hur. so probably will have to go on job search next week. i'm like left with 30bucks to "dong" till end of month. pathetic man!! seriously. this can't go on. I NEED A FULL TIME JOB!! :/
anyways. tmr meeting Mr CY. hohoho. see wat he's got for me from china. :D it better be something nice. :x
ohohoh! and i've been watching this taiwan drama "fated to love you" online. like. quite nice leh. :D out till episode 3 only ~.~ siann. dunno still must wait how long before next episode comes out. :( and i just simply refuse to waste the money to go buy the vcd la. coz i'll probably just watch it once only anyway. :/
heh. i'm feeling tired and restless already. x.x BYE!
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:02 am
♥ 02 April, 2008
alrights. it's wednesday today. i'm rotting at home once again. heh. and i'm waiting for someone to return from china... i wan my presents! :x
anyways. did nth much today. the usual stuffs. :/ felt hungry. initially wanted to go out buy... but.. sort of got lazy. so nvm. cooked maggie instead. heh. i found prawns and beef sausage in the freezer. :D added them into my kimchi flavoured maggie. ohh. cracked an egg in too. ^^ shall show the final production below. :x
see those beef sausages and prawns? :x i peeled the prawns myself okays. ;p 
Here's a closer look. hahaah! it's absolutely yummy-licious!! :D hmm. sent resume to apply for some front desk customer service job. sounds quite good. hopefully can get it... so my mum won't nag at me everyday. sighhs. she's been wanting me to get a full time job asap. :/ but... i really 舍不得 ma maison. sighhs. :(
siann.
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
2:55 pm
♥
damn. i dropped my phone today. :( lucky thing is that it's in my hp pouch.. which is not so bad. but still .. I DROPPED IT!! :( emo!! x.x hopefully i din spoil anything in it. hur. :/ heartpain la. :'(
i'm feeling rather slpy. probably coz i slept at 5am and woke at 8am. :/ thus, i shall be good, and sleep early tonight!!
goodnight and BYE!
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:42 am
♥ 01 April, 2008
SIGHS...
i know i'm suppose to be feeling better...
but
somehow,
somewhere,
sometimes,
for some reasons,
i'm not. :/
:'(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
2:21 am
