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♥ 17 March, 2008

sighhs. getting results on the 19th. x.x looking forward to it... yet i'm feeling nervous too. hur. :/ been getting emo nowadays. dunno why. perhaps due to r/s related stuffs ba. sort of lost trust in all ppl? seriously. it's hard for me to trust anyone anymore. perhaps another reason was what someone once said of me.. perhaps i'm just too selfish... perhaps i was really too self centered.. i'm just not good enough..... yet. :/ sighhs. i'm just so easily affected by the words ppl say. guess that's certainly not a good thing. :(

like the other day, my mom just suddenly say to me, "why you seem so unhappy". i was like thinking how she know man. coz i've always been keeping to myself.. hardly shared any of my problems with anyone at home, be it at sch, work, or personal problems. so was kind of shock that she can see that i'm not happy... :/ was it really that obvious? x.x

hmmm. will be working for 4 days next week. from thur onwards... which means... i'll be stuck in ma maison for the long weekend.. which might be a good thing.. coz working sort of prevents me from saying uneccesary goodbyes to $$.. :x instead i can say hellos to more. ;p Working is tiring yes.. but then.. it really does help me forget abt all those #$%@ stuffs too.. since it's 一举两得 so 何乐而不为. :D hmmm. wondering when i'll get a pay rise again. ;p worked for 3 yrs there already.. yet raise only twice. :( seriously is so much slower than other places. yet i sort of like.. can't bear to leave. sighhs. :(




nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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