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♥ 27 March, 2008

it's just so ironic. how i wish i have someone with me... loving, pampering me, having mutual trust and all. but yet.. i just find it so difficult to really really trust someone. perhaps to the extent that i've been pushing away those whom i should trust ? well. i dunno. i get emo at times thinking abt all this shits. but then again. i only have myself to blame... am i not right. :/

that confident that i used to have.. has gone MIA. :( the confident in myself.. and in others. :/

i just want to be more independent.

i just want to be more decisive.

i just want to be able to control my emotions and feelings better.

i just want my life to be better.

i just want to be myself. but yet many a times, i'm just too easily affected by others.

damn. this sucks. :(

i just want to be alone sometimes... but then again. i'm afraid of that loneliness. :( crap. how contradicting i am.

RAHHH! dunno wat i'm talking abt. bullshits. :/

BYE!



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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