♥ 30 March, 2008
whee~ finally gto a new hp! MUAHAHHA but a slight disappointment though.. initially wanted the k810i red edition... but i end up with the ivory gold edition instead (it's the CJ7 special edition) . hee. then inside got that cute cute CJ7 thing game. :D hmmm. borrowed the money from GF 1st. think as soon as i get my pay, i'll be broke again. x.x owe so many ppl money. x.x sighhs.
anyways. we stayed on at tpy till late late la.. "terrorising" most of the dealers there. :x the red k810i so hard to find la... and it's especially harder when both GF and i wanted the same hp! :/ so.. end up.. "no fish, prawns also can" la. :/ and yes. we got "couple" phone. :p hehees. :D Lovess~ waited for GF to finish her manicure after getting our hp. and we din realised it was already like 9.45pm! (we were suppose to be at the ktv at 10pm) =.=
went down to chinatown ktv anyways. GF's frens were LATE. :/ anyways, sang quite alot i would say... but my throat wasn't in best condition though. :( was experiencing extreme hunger after that, so went downstairs for the frog porridge.. initially tot they have that gong bao tian ji like the geylang lor 9 one... but sadly. no. :/ reached home at abt 4am, slept at 5+am tired.. x.x
then this morning kena woke up at abt 10+.. uncle's daughter full month. heh. went jumbo seafood at sgoon country club. it was suppose to begin at 12pm.. but apparently.. latecoming has became a BAD habit for most ppl i presume.. they all start to arrive only like abt 1pm? and some even later! like.. how inconsiderate... was like damn hungryy la. x.x
anyways. after that came home. nap till 6+.. and nua-ed on my precious bed till 8+ and now here i am. rotting infront of my com... bored. x.x
tadaaa~ end of post.
-gones
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
9:13 pm
♥ 28 March, 2008
well well well. definitely feeling much better after spending more than 1/2 the day at home.. and meeting with my dearest germs a.k.a my GF :x heh. and thanks to those who'd tried to cheer me up on msn... acting stupid and all. :p thanks. :)
hmm. went tamp with GF... ate a proper meal.. then went shop shop abit at isetan. guess wallets certainly looks tempting... but mine's still in good condition.. so.. no excuse to get new one. lols. haa. after that, went to enquire abt hp prices from the dealers around the area( ok. only 1 to be exact coz the rest closed. :/) hmm really tempted to get k810i red edition. heee. think after trade in and all.. still have to pay like 200+++ to in order to get it. x.x siann. hopefully this mth's pay is of a satisfactory amt. :x 31st payday!! woots! oh yea. and to ben: i still owe you your movie and breakfast. (since you always say i din mention you in my blog, i shall mention now) :x
then tmr should be meeting GF after her work... to go check out the hp prices at other areas. heh. k810i red!! here i come!! :D lovess. :D then after that.. maybe go ktv session at chinatown? hee. not sure. depends la. :/
hur. been slping late these days.. just.. dont have the mood to slp... i'd love to hang out late late.. rather than stay home facing the computer with a stupid $#!#%$ singnet connection that lags all of a sudden, affecting my mood and all. hmm. so whoever has any plans/outings etc pls let me tag along k o.o ... hmmm loves KTV pubs recently. haaa. :x
anyway. shall end here for the moment.
-gones.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:28 pm
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我一直都在强颜欢笑，因为没人会了解我心中在淌血的滋味。
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
1:02 pm
♥ 27 March, 2008
it's just so ironic. how i wish i have someone with me... loving, pampering me, having mutual trust and all. but yet.. i just find it so difficult to really really trust someone. perhaps to the extent that i've been pushing away those whom i should trust ? well. i dunno. i get emo at times thinking abt all this shits. but then again. i only have myself to blame... am i not right. :/
that confident that i used to have.. has gone MIA. :( the confident in myself.. and in others. :/
i just want to be more independent.
i just want to be more decisive.
i just want to be able to control my emotions and feelings better.
i just want my life to be better.
i just want to be myself. but yet many a times, i'm just too easily affected by others.
damn. this sucks. :(
i just want to be alone sometimes... but then again. i'm afraid of that loneliness. :( crap. how contradicting i am.
RAHHH! dunno wat i'm talking abt. bullshits. :/
BYE!
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:24 pm
♥ 23 March, 2008
work work work. :/ hur.
and damn. hp went sot just now. and when it finally return to normal... MY T9 DICTIONARY function is nowheer to be found. like. MIA. :( like wtf lo. x.x now i'm like so not use to msging la. (*cries) :(
seriously need to get new hp liao la. x.x
EMO LIAO.
gones-
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:21 pm
♥ 21 March, 2008
hmmm. let's see. work was ok today... just that the atmosphere was rather tense during dinner time.. some conflicts between the kitchen side and outside colleague. very fierce sia.. made me 退避三舍. :/ scary. :/ think i will really cry if i were to kena scolding in the manner man. x.x will be working from 3 till abt 10 tmr.. then 6 to abt 10 for sunday. hur. busy busy. bo bian la. need to earn more. :/
ohh. and and and. i cut my fringe by myself today. hahaha. still alright la. 1st time cutting my own hair. :x seriously cant stand it la. like so long, so irritating... kind of block my views la. :/ heh. feel like perming my hair lehh. those wavy wavy kind. heee. but have to keep my hair long long 1st.. coz it's like so super layered now. think i'll seriously look like an auntie if i were to perm it now. :s
hur. initially wanted to go out today de.. but like no lobang. :( siann
anyway. shall end the blog here ba. bored. :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:10 pm
♥ 20 March, 2008
Haa. had and is still having stomachache since ystd night till now. :( LS-ed few times and it's still the same. x.x well.. don't care la. had my B&J ice cream already. :D YUM YUM!! ur. got work tonight. so hopefully will recover before work. :/ heh. got nth much to do. so went to do some blogthings. shall show some below. :/
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 You are mellow, easy going, and a total softie on the inside. People find it really easy to get along with you. You suit most tastes. And while you're very sweet, you're not boring or ordinary. You have an attraction to the exotic, and you could show up anywhere... doing almost anything! You are spirited, energetic, and a total kick to be around. You're also quite funny. Your sense of humor is on the goofy side, and it fits you well. |
You Are Right Brained In Love |
 Peacemaker, first to end a fight Good at thinking up creative dates Tend to fall in love and get hurt easily Going with your gut instead of your head Empathetic and caring, sometimes to a fault Good at recognizing patterns in relationships Been in love many times, perhaps too many to count Wildly passionate and intense when falling in love Spontaneous with relationships, going with the flow Overly visual - can play back past dates like movies in your mind Roses, love poems, and stuffed animals are a good start to winning your heart |
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:17 pm
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hmmm. back from bbq. it was ok la. just the rain kind of dampened my mood earlier on. :( haa. funny la. half way thru the bbq, they realised not enough food and drinks.. probably coz we ate too much too fast? :x then few of us went "shopping" for more at the nearby ntuc, went to da bao some rice from the hawker as well. :/ then think end up... there's like too much food. ~.~ not sure if the rest managed to finish all though, as i left earlier.
came home. stomachache. :( LS-ed. :/think must be the food not clean.. either that or not cooked well enough. x.x it seems that this always happen to me whenever i go for bbqs or steamboat.. always will kena diahorrea de. x.x
ohh. bought a tub of B*J ice cream while on the way home. chunky monkey~ my favourite!! :D yum yum. it's just so damn nice la!!! but i'll feel so damn sinful after eating it... but... dun care la.. eat 1st then say. :x
damn. my stomach is acheing again. :( i hate this. :'(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:51 am
♥ 19 March, 2008
sighhs. got results liao. pass all. but as usual, the results suck like #!$# :/ well... but at the very least, i passed ok... (self console) :x hmmm. class bbq later. abit sian. hopefully the weather is good. :)
hmmm. emo ystd. met up with germs... hang around till 4+ then reach home. :/ sighhs. i'm stuck in a dilemma once again. :( shall not elaborate more. :/ 是烦的咯... :(
hmmm. thinking if i should go find a full time perm job... or go into some U(maybe sim?) sighhs. idkidk. sicked and tired of studying. :( but then again. i scared i'll regret in future. sighhs. how how how?! :(
arrgh. everything isn't going smoothly. WHY?! :'(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:20 pm
♥ 18 March, 2008
Hmmm. nth much to do these few days... so have been blog hopping. haaa. :/ saw something so touching... shall type it out below...
Girl: Do i ever cross your mind?
Boy: No.
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really.
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you cry if i left?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl: Choose--> me or your life
Boy: My life.
the girl runs away in shock and pain then the boy runs after her and says...
The reason why you never cross my mind is because you are always on my mind.
The reason why i don't like you is because i love you.
The reason i don't want you is because i need you.
The reason why i wouldn't cry if you left is because i'd die if you left.
The reason why i wouldn't live for is is because i'll die for you.
The reason why i wouldn't do anything for you is because i'll do everything for you.
The reason i choose my life is because you ARE my life.
hur~ that's like so touching la. well. i suppose it's really very difficult to find a guy who'll say such things in real life. but seriously... hearing all these words will definitely melt the gal's heart la... like... so 感动~, but owells, the guy better mean it though, coz i realise alot of ppl don't usually do wat they say... they just say for the sake of saying. =.=\ irritating. :/
hmmm. anyways. might be going for some k session tonight. will see how. :D hopefully it's not cancelled last min. :/ in the meantime... i'm gonna like.. take a nap or something 1st.. slept at abt 4+ and woke at 9. =.=zZ (no thanks to my dear mom). really tired la. and when i'm tired... i get mood swings.. easily get pised off/irritated etc, which is really not good.. coz i seriously don't like to flare up at ppl uneccesarily. :x hurmms. x.x
BYEBYE!
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:15 am
♥ 17 March, 2008
sighhs. getting results on the 19th. x.x looking forward to it... yet i'm feeling nervous too. hur. :/ been getting emo nowadays. dunno why. perhaps due to r/s related stuffs ba. sort of lost trust in all ppl? seriously. it's hard for me to trust anyone anymore. perhaps another reason was what someone once said of me.. perhaps i'm just too selfish... perhaps i was really too self centered.. i'm just not good enough..... yet. :/ sighhs. i'm just so easily affected by the words ppl say. guess that's certainly not a good thing. :(
like the other day, my mom just suddenly say to me, "why you seem so unhappy". i was like thinking how she know man. coz i've always been keeping to myself.. hardly shared any of my problems with anyone at home, be it at sch, work, or personal problems. so was kind of shock that she can see that i'm not happy... :/ was it really that obvious? x.x
hmmm. will be working for 4 days next week. from thur onwards... which means... i'll be stuck in ma maison for the long weekend.. which might be a good thing.. coz working sort of prevents me from saying uneccesary goodbyes to $$.. :x instead i can say hellos to more. ;p Working is tiring yes.. but then.. it really does help me forget abt all those #$%@ stuffs too.. since it's 一举两得 so 何乐而不为. :D hmmm. wondering when i'll get a pay rise again. ;p worked for 3 yrs there already.. yet raise only twice. :( seriously is so much slower than other places. yet i sort of like.. can't bear to leave. sighhs. :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:25 am
♥ 16 March, 2008
wheee~ Happy Birthday to Siewx a.k.a Germaine a.k.a germs. haaa sorry ah gal. owe your your bday present first. :x and you better make up your mind as to what you want 1st. :/
Hmm. met up with germs after her work ystd, then went over my work place to eat. hahahaa. like damn crowded la. but bo bian, weekend ma, somemore i never make any reservations, so we have to settle for the "unpopular" counter seats to skip the long queue. :/
then abt 10+, 11 like that went st james mono for germs' bday celebration. felt a lil out of place though.. reason being coz i hardly know anyone over there. :/ hur. :/ and as the rest surprised germs with a bday cake, i was put in a spot, by being asked to make a speech, in celebration of her bday. like OMG can. x.x cant think of wat to say la. :( no chance to prepare at all. hur. :x anyway. the cake was not bad though. :) heee. sang quite a number of songs too. yipeee~! took few pictures too... we both look kind of unglam though. :/ ohh. and some say we both look alike... do we..? hmmm.... :p
after that, cabbed home with germs and another of her fren at abt 5++ reached home at 6 someting, onlined alilttle then went to slp... all the way till 6+pm. considering the fact that i din even slp the previous friday night, due to overnight mj session, it's really considered very little slp ok. :( ohh. and i lost in mj-ing. :(
damn. i realised i'm like super broke liao. hur. :( why always money no enough. :(( sighhs.
i want to find a full time job!!! :/
anyways. below are the pictures we took... view at your own risk!!! :x
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That's abt all i have.. there's still some over at her fren's hp though. and i thought those were nicer than these above. haaaa. as usual. pics are deceiving. :p
hmmm. shall end off here today. feeling lazy. and bored. :/ HUR! :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:51 pm
♥ 11 March, 2008
alrights. new blog skin. new phase of life. without all the unhappiness hopefully.
hmm. will be getting results on the 19th march. hopefully. i wont fail... probably won't la. x.x just hope i dun do too badly. then i'll need to go search for a job. sighhs. working life. :( OLD LIAO~ x.x
i'm feeling damn lazy. :/ i wan to stay home and just be a 米虫... haha. DREAM ON MAN! that's so impossible. i just hope to be able to find a suitable job. a good one. haaa. hopefully some smart company wants me. :x
haaa. i'm like so free nowadays. not really used to it sia. x.x HAHAHAH
anyways. shall enjoy while i still can. :))
lazy to blog liao BYEBYE!
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:51 am
♥ 07 March, 2008
my sympathy towards you. how pathetic you are, saying all these stuffs that made yourself seem like the oh-so-innocent party. Trying to gain sympathy from the ppl ehh? well. how nice. hope that there's gals dumb enough to fall for this old damn trick which i fell into. and seriously. come to think of it. how dumb have i been.
Those words you said. those stuffs i saw. made me hate you more.
THANKS! for helping me walk out of this shitified crap!
i'm so totally over you now. how glad i am.
and now. i got those stamps off my eyes.
:D
there's certainly better ones out there. and i've probably met at least one already.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
1:40 am
♥ 02 March, 2008
BOO!
i'm emo!!! :(
BYE!
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
2:10 am
