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♥ 14 November, 2007

sighhs. i'm sad sad sad. :(( dear dear left for msia early this morning. without a word. ok. well he did tell me last night that he's going msia early this morning. but i thought that he should at least send me a msg like right before he go? sighhs. :( SAD. coz i'm missing him already. x.x wonder has he reached yet. :/

hurmms. wonder when will dear dear be back. hopefully by tmr afternoon? coz our anniversary falls on the 16th, which is this friday. however i'll most probably be meeting germaine that day. so i guess i'll meet him tmr instead? maybe go for a dinner or something? oh. and i'd better think of wat to get for him. probably a belated one though. broke already. :( and oh yes. we are together for 3 months already. for all those who thought we will not last. you are so damn wrong!!! go bang the wall, shitheads.

hmm. sch started. and yea. indeed this sem seems more hectic than previous sems. 1st ICAs all falls on week 5, which is the week before we get our 2 weeks break, before X'mas. siann. i hope i can cope. :/ and i wished i'm more hardworking. x.x

and i can't wait to spend x'mas eve and x'mas day with him. hmmm. honestly. this will be like the 1st official x'mas that i'll spend with my bf. coz in the past, it all happens that i'm single during festive seasons. either that or i might be working. like. so suay. :/

i really really hope that we both can last long long long. till we grow old old old. i'm really afraid that what that someone said would come through. However, after serious thoughts. i guess it would be better for me to forget wat that person said? afterall, the more i think abt it, the worse things might become. being paranoid certainly dont do any good. so i guess, i should trust him. and of course, myself.

we will be together for long long long time. i believe.

i love you darling.

ktkl is mine. :D



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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