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♥ 10 November, 2007

BOOO!

am feeling moody. emo. frustrated. and i have no idea why. it's like. suddenly?

i feel lonely suddenly. i mean. i've been mainly alone for many years. but now, i'm really disliking this. just thought of how nice it would be if i have a sister. one who's just slightly older than me. someone whom i can share my little secrets with? someone whom will lend me her listening ears. someone whom i can share my room with even. i seriously dun like slping alone sometimes. and i seriously need someone to really understand me. arrgh. :/

i wonder why does it seem so easy for others to mix around and make frens with so many ppl. whereas for me, it just seems so difficult? it seems ppl at school are just a bunch of hypocrites and backstabbers. and i simply dread the fact that i've gotta go back to sch soon. for the last semester. i just keep having the thought to just give it up. i'm sick and tired of those shits going on in sch.

As for work, it just seems that more and more ppl are leaving for places with better prospects. things changed. i sort of missed 2 yrs+ back, when i just joined. felt that things was better than. without the conflicts like now. or perhaps, i just didn't notice that there were conflicts then. anyways. 景物依旧，人面全非. the environment remains the same, it's just more ppl are leaving. perhaps i might wan to leave soon too? perhaps next yr? right after i graduate? but still, i seriously hate changes. or maybe. i'm just afraid of changes. sighhs.

alrights. i'm emo. haaa. i'll be fine. like always. :/



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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