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♥ 20 October, 2007

fuck fuck DAMN FUCK IT.

i'm pissed.

work was bad. was pissed. felt my rights wasn't respected. damn. i'm only a part timer! i'm paid by the hour. i'm not obliged to help. hey! be fair. show some respect. and show some appreciation pls. dammit.

and yea. we argued again. dammit. i seriously do hate going to slp with my mind thinking abt the unresolve quarrels. was initially tired, but now. i can't slp at all. my mind simply cant rest in peace. why is it that even i give in and apologise, it's so hard for you to accept? and yet still faces your sarcasism. how will i feel? and how will you feel if it's you?

and you can laugh at me regarding my ignorance of the game. but hey. think of it this way, if i know. would i have asked? and pls bear in mind that i'm just a beginner player. and i din even play games like this in the past. and pls. spare a thought for my feelings. how i will feel when i'm being laughed at mercilessly when i asked you a question regarding the game. you just made me feel more inferior. and you didn't even bother to apologise. perhaps you may think it's nth, but hey. you've hurt my pride.

whenever i talk to others regarding something else, you'll always refer to me as flirting? then wat abt yourself? think pls. if i keep saying that you flirt, would you get piss? that remark i made was meant to be some unserious joke, to make fun. and yet you took it so seriously. ok. perhaps i really went too far this time round, but you dont even wan to accept my apology? But before you get angry, did you actually reflect on the times you say i was flirting? the accusations. it's the same thing. you don't like being accused too? would you?

you can say others, but others cannot say you? be fair can? before you do or say anything, pls think of the consequences, and spare a thought for others' feelings.

you may think that i'm trying to change you, your character etc. but it's not. i'm merely asking you to think and reflect more. and try putting yourself in others' shoe. feelings are vulnerable. and it can be hurt easily, even by simple words.

it it really that difficult to understand?



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