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♥ 08 September, 2007

sighhs. i dunno wat's happening to us. is it my problem? sighs. possibly. :/

perhaps i'm just so used to keeping things to myself, sometimes i feel that there isn't a need to mention it to you... as it might worsen things, and make you unhappy also. thus, i decided to keep it to myself. and honestly, i guess i have some difficulties expressing my own feelings thru words ba. :/ some things, i just find it hard to say out.

i'm feeling sad. i dunno y. i'm also scared that you might still be affected over wat happened ystd. our conflict. i don't wan us to end in any way. ok. and i really don't like to hear you say those negative things. it breaks my heart. the feeling of you pushing me away, drifting away from me just makes my heart ache and tears flow. :'( and i just dont understand why you always seem to be doubting my love for you? sighhs. perhaps it's my bad. i dunno how to show it i guess. sorry if i'm not good enough.

i'm still thinking abt us. i'm just so afraid to lose you. the short phone conversations we had today, the short msg exchanged just made me think more. i'm sad, coz i somehow feel that you seem to be rather cold towards me today. are you trying to drfit away from me? :'( or am i just being paranoid? perhaps you were just really busy? :/

here i am. wondering if we'll be meeting up tmr. i hope we will. i want to see you. i want to be able to feel your presence to ease my heart aches.

i miss you. i really do.

& and it's a fact that i love you.

don't doubt me pls.



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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