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02 August, 2007

arrgh. been extremely pissed off with singnet. @#$@ keep dc-ing. especially at night. damn it! can't even do my stuffs. crap. SINGNET SUCKS BIG TIME!!! once the damn 3 yr contract finishes, i'm going switch to others. HUR! damn singnet!

hmm. been some time since i blogged? well. things are pretty much the same. been going to sch, work, home, sch, home etc. same routine. However, been working alot lesser recently. due to the sch commitments i guess. projects, exams etc. i feel lousy. like.. no contributions to the projects? sighhs. i dun feel good. :( arrgh. T.T

heehee. finally got my pay ystd. :/ miserable amt. sian-ed. and i still have lots of debts bills to pay off. x.x need to buy alot of stuffs too. intend to buy a blazer and a pair of heels. for the E.D Day presentation. :/ blazer compulsory. T.T waste money. :( heehee. but at least i heard some good news. i'm gonna get a pay rise soon!! whEeEe! finally after so long. HAHAAAA. happy! :D

then again.. i've not been very happy.. etc. dunno why. just this feeling inside me. somehow.. i think nobody really understands me. i don't even understand myself. crap. i dun even know wtf i want. honestly. i detest myself. :(

i detest everything that is happening.

:(



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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