♥ 31 August, 2007
Alrights. haven been blogging for few days. HAHAHA. busy with work la. working 6 days this week leh. damn tiring. x.x anyways.. here's the remaining pics for E.D day. :D
emo emo emo. :x
ok. we were trying to act emo for this one too. Lol. can find me anot?! :x
wahh. this one look like some studio shot sia. weets!! :p
Try spotting me. :x
hEheHeeeEeE~! say cheese! :D
K la. think that's abt it le. the rest of me in the other pics looks kind of sucky. so i shall not post them MUAHAHAH. ;x lazy to blog more today. :/ shall blog maybe tmr or see when i feel like it ba. hehehehe. tmr going ktv. super happy. ^^ looking forward to it. Looking forward to spend time with my darling KTKL too. :D
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
8:22 pm
♥ 26 August, 2007
whee~ i'm happy. ^^
been staying over at dear's place. for 2 days. met his mum, dad, sis, uncle. hmmm.. was scared x.x hee. just enjoying spending time with him. too bad. time always flies when you enjoy doing something. :( hurmph. and i'm home, facing my mum's black face. :s
went pasta at waraku. not bad.. quite nice. hehehehe. :D then went prawning.. ermm. see ppl catch prawn to be precise. was rather boring though. :/ Hmm. i think. my KTKL really really seriously wan me to get very very extremely fat... as he's ALWAYS feeding me. x.x very scared i hungry like that. OMG. i wan to jian fei. :(
sighhs. will be working 6 days for next week. x.x omg. no time for my ktkl already. :( sorry dear. been abt 1week+ since i last work. :/ hopefully everything turns out fine tmr. :/
somehow... there's a kind of fear within me... insecurity perhaps. :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:33 pm
♥ 23 August, 2007
whee~ new blog skin. ^^ nice nice nice? i think it's not bad lehh. :D
hmm. been hanging around with dear dear these days. i realised, i just wont get bored seeing him. hee. so happy just to have his company, even if we are not doing anything. simple little things we do together, like walking down the pavement hand in hand makes be feel so 幸福 also. i'm so lucky to have found him. :)
i love my KTKL. i really do. :) don't doubt my feelings for you.
Finally tmr is the last paper. Intl maketing. quite scared lehh. coz this module i abit blur blur. x.x and i dunno how to study for it sia. partly coz i'm procrastinating. :x hmm. gotta bring fren to my workplace for interview later. feeling damn lazy la. x.x Hmm. it seems like i'm getting a sore throat soon. shit. T.T ktv-ing on saturday sia.. i dun wan go there hear ppl sing.. i wan to sing!!! :/ like so long long long never go ktv le. must sing till i song! :x muahahas.
ohh. just found out from classmate that our Hols is actually till Nov! yay!! that means there's a 2mths break! woots! happy! :D i wan to go shopping!!! i wan to go overseas!!! i wan to go taiwan!!! omg. like so many things i wan to do sia... think i should really work more. save money! x.x
shall blog till here today la. feeling lazy once again... :x
i miss my KTKL. :/
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
12:19 pm
♥ 21 August, 2007
argh. i'm feeling emo...
saw some stuffs in fren's blog.. something which i'm not suppose to see i guess. made me feel so so so emo. so so so sad. so so so disappointed. it just shows how hypocritical someone whom you call your fren/classmate can be. crap. arrgh.
well. although it's not 100% cfm that the person she's refering to is me.. but somehow.. i dont think she knows of anyone with the same name as me..? arrgh. fuck it. i'm feeling damn damn damn down. saw her in sch today. din really talk to her. well. the 5 of us always hang around in school tgt, so it's not possible to avoid her or watsoever. i'm beginning to dread the sight of her. it just reminds me of that @$#% she wrote in her blog. i'm hurt. i really am. i'm really not feeling good. so called frens. arrgh. fucking hypocrites.
i'd rather she just point out whatever she not happy with to me, than to backstab and say those shits behind my back. probably thinking that i dun have her blog link? well, the damn fact is i DO! and i READ!
i'm so affected.
i hate hypocrites.
and i feel like crying...
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
9:14 pm
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honestly.. i've been very happy and contented these few days. with him.
he made me feel like i'm luckiest gal on earth. and honestly. i nv felt so loved before. i'm enjoying everyday, every minute, every second i'm spending with his presence. the thought of him, just make me smile unknowingly. the things he does, the actions and words, touches me, my heart. arrgh. dunno how to describe. :/
all i wan to say is...
my dear, my one and only. i love you. :)
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
10:04 am
♥ 19 August, 2007
things happened...
hmm. went to see fireworks that day. damn nice. much much nicer than the national day ones. it's the first time i ever see fireworks at such close distance. the first time.. i'm seeing the fireworks with a special someone. i'm so glad. i was so happy. i felt loved. Got a mng cardigan too. hee. now the more i see the more i like. :x thanks dear. :) went coffee club for dinner. service sucks. but food was really quite good. i dun mind going back again... but seriously, the service needs alot of improvement. :/
sighhs. feeling rather emo now. i can't seem to be able to bring ppl happiness? arrgh. i dunno. i'm feeling sad. i'm emo emo emo. i feel so useless as it just seems so not possible for me to cheer someone up. heyy. arrgh. dunno how to say la. instead i'm like making things worse??! crap. :(
exam's up tmr. 4 more to go. hopefully can pass ba. i'm feeling so moodless to study.
i just wan to see you smile. and hear your laughter again... :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
7:39 pm
♥ 16 August, 2007
sighhs. seems like so many things hapen recently. :/ good or bad. i'm not sure either. i really dread my indecisiveness sometimes. not forgetting the "always-think-too-much" kind of mindset. ~_~
hurmph. exams officially starts tmr. OMG. have yet to finish my revision.... then again. i din really start on it even. oh shit. x.x
hmmm. was at work that day... tuesday i think. got pissed by that fiaker in kitchen again. and i finaly buay loon. i was like saying him.. his faults and all the shits. and he damn buay song with me la. practically shouted at me.. say i no manners, mei da mei xiao etc. but i was like thinking. everyone of us there has worked much longer than him. if i'm not wrong, he work there at most 3mths to date. like. damn crap can. who he think he is. arse fiaker. say i "mei da mei xiao" when i merely point out his faults. makes me laugh sia. the only way he's more "da" than me is his figure, face, and age. can't expect me to "jing lao zun xian" to an ass there right. it's like. everybody working there detest him can. super buay zi dong, thinks too highly of himself. no self awareness at all! oh crap. i'm still waiting not-so-patiently for him to quit and disappear from ma maison. *prays hard* :/
well. enough of my rantings today. shall go study first.
-gones-
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:04 am
♥ 14 August, 2007
how great. i'm getting emo again. thanks to ppl.
nobody cares.
fcuk it.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
1:40 am
♥ 12 August, 2007
just to show some pics we took after the ED Day presentation...
ok.. there were suppose to be more more more pictures.. but my classmates have yet to send it. heee. anyways. i think i look kind of weird in these pics. :/
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:52 pm
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FINALLY! it's the study week. OMG. i'm beginning to sense the fear in me. :/ but still. i've yet to study. :/ hur. plain lazy i am. :x
hee. finished the ED DAy presentation ystd. think our grp did pretty alright.. but i'm doubting that we can get a 'A'. coz it seems that the judges are not really convinced. :( imagine. having 3 male judges when our idea is totally absolutely girlish concept. it's just... weird la. :/ anyways. had a mass photo taking session with grp mates after presentation, in our formal clothings. hahaha. waiting for fren to send me, and perhaps will post some here if the pics look satisfactory. :p
heh. was at work ystd. busy busy busy. :/ but thank goodness i din have to wear the yukata again. pheww. was running around, multi-tasking, mainly due to weak staff strength. sighhs. i'm so tired of working sometimes. and i get irritated when ppl just don't seem to rmb the simple stuffs required despite being told many times. i wonder if they have hollow ears or wat. one ear in, immediately out from the other. :/ it's just... really pissing. x.x 人的忍耐是有限度的.
sighhs. it's not even teh mid of month, and yet i'm like. so so so so broke. T.T this is real bad. i'm gonna work alot alot after exams. need to save some money la. if not, $300 per mth, of which deduct the bills, $$ to mum, i'm left with a miserable <100? of which, some of it goes into transporation exp. :( eeek! x.x
i wan to go shopping. :( i need a new bag. i need to update my wardrobe. and my phone has been giving me problems too. :( arrgh.
:(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:07 am
♥ 10 August, 2007
wheee! finally. so so so happy. all projects finished. heee. still left with entrepreneurship presentation tmr though. the final one. :/ nervous sia. scared the judges dont like our idea. then grades sure cui liao. :/ sighhs. 1st grp to present tmr. gotta wake up at like.. 6+? and be in sch at 8. :( i'm looking more and more like a panda. x.x
hmmm. been working quite alot these few days... been wearing the stupid yukata. well. it's the Matsuri fair again. and in order to "promote" the fair, me and another japanese colleague gotta wear that yukata thingy. which is so so so troublesome, and it took me abt 30min to wear it la. somemore it causes backache. :( *pities self* :/ ohh. wore heels to work today. coz i forgot to bring shoes to change. damn. borrowed shoes from supervisor eventually, however, think the shoe's 1/2 a size too small for my big feet. thus was hurting like hell. and to combine that with the "torture" that yukata was causing. it's damn #$%#$%@ T.T
hur. exam's approaching. suddenly, it seems like there's so little time left. and i've yet to study a single shit. i'm like. so dead. :( somemore this time round, there will not be any supp paper. meaning, if fail, that's it! retake, retain!!! >.< i certainly do not wan to waste another sem studying. :/ simply hate that. :( waste money too. :/
sighhs. i can't wait for exams to be over. can't wait to graduate. cant wait to go get a driving/bike license. i can't wait to stay out late without having my mum screaming into the phone asking me to go home. i can't wait to be independent, with my own income. i just dont like taking $$ from parents. :/
arrgh. another sleepless night again tonight? i hope not. getting emo. for no apparent reasons. :(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:59 pm
♥ 05 August, 2007
*yawns*
ok. i'm like. damn tired. to the extent that i'll auto doze off if left staring into blank space for too long alone. :/ been slping very little... a total of... 5hrs for the past 2 days. omg. i'm having backaches oredi... headaches too. :/
hmmm. went shopping today. wanted to get a blazer for the E.D Day presentation next saturday... but can't find one that i like.. in terms of the price and design la.. so decided to just forget abt it. wear my mum one can liao. :/ hee. bought a pair of heels too. think it's abt... 2inch+ abit? omg. i scared i'll fall while wearing that la. :/ hmm was rather disappointed initially though. wanted to get another design... but there's only the display set left for my size. T.T din wan to buy it then... like.. who'd want to spend $50 for the display set that many ppl wore before? :/ ok la. maybe i'm just being fussy. but still. disappointment. and the pair i got was quite a plain looking, white coloured one.. without the blings blings that i like. :/but it's alot cheaper than the one i really like la.. $30 for it. :D. ohh. and i bought a belt too. heehee. :x
watched simpsons also. damn funny. LOL. very crappy. helps relieve stress i guess. :) sighhs. i'm like.. broke again. and it's only the beginning of the month!! x.x
hmmm. finally finished with the on hand projects. gonna be end of the semester soon! yay! i'm so gonna enjoy myself. :x i wan to go overseas!!! ohh ya. and i wan to go clubbing too. nv been to any clubs before. :/ like. so sua ku can. x.x who will be kind enough to being the noob along for clubbing? :x
My eyelid twitched just now. i dunno wat it implies. but.. i'm kind of having a sore throat already... T.T i hate it. :(
arrgh. i'm bored. x.x
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
9:42 pm
♥ 03 August, 2007
ARRGH. i'm feeling damn emo. damn unhappy. damn lousy. damn it! for no apparent reasons? sighhs. i hate it.
i hate to tear thru the night. it sucks to feel all alone. it sucks to feel wat i'm feeling right now. emptiness! arrgh. fiak it. @$%$#
i wished i'll be back to normal. soon. i wan to be able to cry out loud till my tears dry up on its own. without having to ans the "why"s from everybody.
and no. i'm not ok.
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
2:05 am
♥ 02 August, 2007
arrgh. been extremely pissed off with singnet. @#$@ keep dc-ing. especially at night. damn it! can't even do my stuffs. crap. SINGNET SUCKS BIG TIME!!! once the damn 3 yr contract finishes, i'm going switch to others. HUR! damn singnet!
hmm. been some time since i blogged? well. things are pretty much the same. been going to sch, work, home, sch, home etc. same routine. However, been working alot lesser recently. due to the sch commitments i guess. projects, exams etc. i feel lousy. like.. no contributions to the projects? sighhs. i dun feel good. :( arrgh. T.T
heehee. finally got my pay ystd. :/ miserable amt. sian-ed. and i still have lots of
then again.. i've not been very happy.. etc. dunno why. just this feeling inside me. somehow.. i think nobody really understands me. i don't even understand myself. crap. i dun even know wtf i want. honestly. i detest myself. :(
i detest everything that is happening.
:(
nothing lasts forever,
only memories
11:11 am
