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♥ 15 July, 2007

@#$$%# i'm still not feeling ok. x.x i detest ppl. i detest insensitive beings. arrgh!

i hate staying home on a sunday. listening to my mum nagging away. kind of quarreled with her just now. has always felt that she favourtise my brother more. well. she doesn't admit it. watever la. the treatment is just so different. even my brother sensed it himself. how great is this. damn it.

i feel like crying. i feel like shouting. i feel like screaming till my lungs collapse. i just feel like falling into deep sleep. and hopefully by the time i wake up, everything is just fine. ok. wishful thinking that is. CRAP.

i'm beginning to detest myself... again.



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only memories
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