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♥ 21 June, 2007

Sighhs. i guess it's really the end of us now. "talk" thru sms. and decide that it's best for a time out period for both of us now.

well. apparently he said he felt breathless at times.. and hinted that i'm too demanding..? sighs. i dunno know. the way he put it, it's like evrything is my fault? honestly.. i dun sense his love for me anymore... not like before.. maybe i'm not good enough. i dunno... maybe.. i just can't handle a relationship properly? i really wonder how do ppl maintain the r/s for like 3, 4 yrs. just sounds so amazing.

to be honest.. i'm not super sad or emo over this... just.. feel kind of empty..? maybe the love had faded, and it's just for a sake of having a companion that's why i put up with everything.. i dun understand myself even.

sometimes really hate myself. :( is being single really better? i dun know. :( where's the right one...?

a fairytale seems impossible :( . Why?!



nothing lasts forever,
only memories
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